Posted By: mrmichaelt on
I can't even take sleep without the past haunting me. All I could hear was a song that reminded me of why I'm here:
"Where is my love?
I'm getting lonlier in the nights.
The words you send with your eyes,
I can feel with my hand.
So many nights have passed,
My heart is going to you as I shed my sad tears.
You're the face I miss."
Have you ever had love stolen from your sight in a single moment? I have. You don't know what happens when emotion takes the place of sanity. Cause and effect are one in the same. We are pulled from the loop of our lives and the order of things becomes unbalanced. Balance is something I have sought for years. I was ignorant of their existence, but with the knowledge gathered; I have realized that in order to right past wrongs, there must be dissolution.
I'm ranting again. It's love. In real life, we only live in each other's hearts. Do you ever wish you took a different path? Done something different? Have you ever wished you could change the past? Well, wishing it and making it happen are two different things. You could save millions of lives or only the one that matters the most to you. Most people shrug that question off. I'm not most people.
I can make sure it doesn't happen again to anyone else. I loved her. Everyone kept telling me to accept that she was dead, and that I was powerless. They were wrong. There are others out there that will listen, we just have to find each other. I want to make things right.
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I am really looking forward to the Beijing Olympics. 08.08.08. Sounds great!